I AM SHATTERED

We feel everyone is hating us because we hate ourselves or maybe we hate the decision we had made in the past. That is why we hate ourselves. But no one is hating us or loving us. We expect love from others but they don't want to spare their celebration by involving us.

Once a man said to me:

"We are ignoring them but they are not;

We are making excuses not to talk with them,

We are making excuses not to meet them

But they are not

We are disturbing them but they are not

We are declining their calls

but they are eagerly waiting for our calls.

It's hurt when we lie to ourselves."

- Anubhav Chadar